You're not alone
together we stand
i'll be by your side
you know i'll take your hand
when it gets cold
and it feels like the end
theres no place to go you know i wont give in
no i wont give in.

Chorus :

Keep holding on
'cause you know we'll make it through,
we'll make it through
just stay strong
cause you know i'm here for you, i'm here for you
theres nothing you can say, nothing you can do
theres no other way when it comes to the truth
so keep holding on
cause you know we'll make it through,
we'll make it through.

So far away i wish you were here
before it's too late this could all disapear
before the doors close, this comes to an end
but with you by my side i will fight a
nd defend i'll fight and defend yeah yeah.

Chorus :

Hear me when i say, when i say
i believe nothings gonna change,
nothings gonna change destiny
what ever is ment to be
will work out perfectly yeah yeah yeah yeah
lalalalalalala...

Chorus x2

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at 9:34 PM
















hahas. they watching me play xD
















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a happy happy one! hahas

















warming up..
kekex. i look so weird la! ><



hmms.
i'm starting to feel better now ((:
anyway, now's the finals!
singapore against thailand
tension...tension..tension
now 1 all...
but seirously, who do you think will win??
((:
no matter what, I SUPPORT SINGPORE!
jiayous!

and, c division girls, JIAYOUS FOR TOMORROW!
yi ding xing de!
must have confidence..
esp renfang and atiqah..
dont mental breakdown like that day.
as long as you all mentally strong..
you all will surely win....
and to the other players...
no matter win or lose, we have tried our best yea?
who cares about the outcome.
just, go out there and enjoy yourselves!
YEA!
(:


at 7:21 PM

i'm starting to feel that feeling again..
that stupid feeling..
stress?
pressurized?
it's like end of the world when i heard that i failed my maths common test once more.
pathetic.
anyway expected.
but dint expect me to fail so damn badly.
my parents is gonna slaughter me once more.
they only see the results,,but not the effort i put in i guess.
i wonder what's the hell wrong with me
why cant i seem to excel in anything?
dont even know why i can get 242 for psle.
piece of shit.
i'm better off in another school.
commonwealth standard is gonna kill me
not now but someday.
i'm hating the life i'm living in right now.
such a torture
everything about studies whatever shit.
esp when most of the teachers doesnt seem to give a damn about us.
what type of stupid thing is this.
expecting us to come earlier every morning.
still say you all care so much about us and extend the time
now's back to square once.
what the shit.

the only that cheered me up was science class test.
but will i still be as cheerful as before?
or now, a faked one.

this song sounds so meaningful now

You're not alone
together we stand
i'll be by your side
you know i'll take your hand
when it gets cold
and it feels like the end
theres no place to go you know i wont give in
no i wont give in.

Chorus :

Keep holding on
'cause you know we'll make it through,
we'll make it through
just stay strong
cause you know i'm here for you, i'm here for you
theres nothing you can say, nothing you can do
theres no other way when it comes to the truth
so keep holding on
cause you know we'll make it through,
we'll make it through.

So far away i wish you were here
before it's too late this could all disapear
before the doors close, this comes to an end
but with you by my side i will fight a
nd defend i'll fight and defend yeah yeah.

Chorus :

Hear me when i say, when i say
i believe nothings gonna change,
nothings gonna change destiny
what ever is ment to be
will work out perfectly yeah yeah yeah yeah
lalalalalalala...

Chorus x2

i seriously do need moral support
or i'll breakdown soon.
ahh.

I just wanna run away n escape.
someone just stab me in my heart.


at 7:12 PM

i will only be updating on friday i guess
cos i have no time at night, and at evening of cos~zz
so, i will update all the happenings from monday to friday.
if i can remember ><

monday, now what's the date again?22 right?
common test. M A T H S
DIE DIE DIE
no comments about that
depressed enough ='(

tuesday, 23
totally cant remembered.
oh ya. i remembered one thing.
NO BADMINTON TRAINING.
that's suppose to be a bad thing cos tournament's coming
oh well

wednesday, 24
the tie day!
assembly was interesting ((:
talking about each level's camp
hahas
laughed quite alot.
EVERYBODY DANCE NOW~
boom zha boom
boom boom zha boom
boom boom zha boom boom zha boom boom zha boom
let's blah blah blah blah
boom zha boom boom zha
boom zha boom boom zha
boom zha boom boom zha
boom boom boom WOOOOO!
hahas
looks kinda weird huh.

thursday, 25
badminton tournament against westwood sec
though we dint win but at least everyone tried our very best (:
right?
so it's worth the experience
so, i hope everyone will jiayous in the next 5 schools
GOGO! :D
it's not the outcome that is precious but the process yea?
(:

friday, 26..yesterday..
no training as well
but the seniors still came and stroke
i didnt know so i dint bring my racket.
at night, cousin's wedding!
yes. again.
hahas
i have so many cousins that's why.
seeing their video from a baby, to child, to couples and finally fu qi!
hahas
so SWEET xD

today, 27.
just came back from badminton
wonder whether tomorrow have piano.
oh well
i'm hungry.
cya.

to badminton girls:
do not give up in what you strongly believe in! (((:


at 7:55 PM

i cant believe i'm saying this but, I MISS CAMP! =(

missing the times when...

everyone gathering together listening to the teachers nag...

everyone queuing up up for the food

everyone washing their plates after eating..

everyone rushing to the toilet just to get the 1st cubicle..

everyone sleeping together in their dorms,(ok maybe not everyone but frens,,)

everyone talking at night until morning...(instead of sleeping lol)

everyone shouting the cheers till eardrums could burst...(AHHHHHH!!)

everyone doing the "everybody dance now" beat,,hahas its like so nice( clap clap clap)

everyone doing the 8 claps..though it's kinda retarded turning to the sides but it's cute anyway

haizz...
beats staying at home facing 4 walls and have nothing better to do than just sit in front of the computer screen
the team building activities was very fun too...
esp the high/low wall one...
now it's all over over over over over over over over over over over over over over over over over over over over over over over over over over over over over over over over over over over over over over over over over over over over over over over over over over over over over over over over over over over over over over over over over over over over over over over over over over over over over over over over over over over over over over over over over over over over over over over over over over over over over over over over over over over over over over over over over over over over over over over over over over over over over over over over over over over over over over over over over over over over over over over over over over over over over over over over over over over over over over over over over over over over over over over over over over over over over over over over over over over over over over over over over over over over over over over over over over over over over over over over over over over over over over over over over over over over over over over over over over over over over over over over over over over over over over over over over over over over over over over over over over over over over over over over over over over over over over over over over over over over over over over over over over over over over over over over over over over over over over over over over over over over over over over over over over over over over over over over over over over over over over over over over over over over over over over over over over over over over over over over over over

oh well...
now have to face up to the real reality which is,
S T U D Y..
sians.
hope there will be another camp soon...
it's just so fun...
though some people find it a total bullshit
maybe they aint' interested and keep thinking negativly
if they use a another way to look at it..
they will surely find it fun...

i'm feeling weird now...
imagine 2 days ago at this point of time...
blinds man trail...
NOW?
nothing but,
boredom
still boredom
and more boredom

ahhh
why am i feeling this way.

i MISS INSTRUTOR SHERINE!!!
<3<3<3


at 7:54 PM

NYAA WASNT AS BAD AS I THOUGHT!!
((:

1st day, dad send me to school! hahas, so shuang. need not carry ultra heavy bag throughout the bus journey xD then, reached school and found out i forgot to bring blind fold, water sling and one more thing. dots i cant remember what is was. ok nevermind. when was some boring briefing zzz...
When we arrived at camp site, we went immediately up to the hall for more boring briefing. so freaking boring lar. after that, we went to our doms. hey the condition was better than i thought. just that we dump everything at the side of the beds and like what our instructor sherine said, it looks like a rubbish dump. just that it doesnt stink. or maybe, it DOES STINK. cos of SMELLY SOCKS. hahas
then we went to LABRADOR PARK. is like so errie. and warm and sweaty and smelly. felt really uncomfortable UNTIL....YAY!!! the exit leaded to a lake. or isit known as sea? oh. who cares. just have water can liao. then the wind was so strong. then the wave was so strong. then the sea water smell was so strong. just that i weak only. -.-ll
We hang around there for a while before walking back to our campsite. actually we dint really hang like clothes but...URGH. my lame-ness.
then the night was boring. went to sleep very late. cos kean la. want to talk talk talk talk talk. lols. but is also i cannot get to sleep. so~ wahh then morning cannot wake up lor. SO DAMN NICE TO SLEEP!!! zzz i very zhu one.

2nd day which was yesterday..
FUN FUN FUN-NESS!
after forcing myself myself to wake up just to do some stupid morning exercises.
really stupid. extremly stupid. ultra stupid.
no really, it was really very stupid.
nevermind let's get back to the main topic
so, i was talking about the exercises,
let's not talk about that. cos only one word can describe, which is S T U P I D.(:
next was ROCK CLIMBING.
yaayyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy!
i lllooooovvvvveeeeeeeeee rrrrroooooocccccckkkkkiiinngg ccllliiimmmbbiiinnggg~
lol it looks weird.
anyway, i climbed the one with the slope.
i managed to climb to the part after the slope then one of the rock was too far. my arms short ma. so cannot reach. i was so stressed up when everyone started cherring for me. i hang myself there for like sooo loonng till i managed to get a little abit higher. i mean it's like 4 more rocks to the top?? yes right. then that's when i got another nickname. which is KUALA BEAR. -.- oh whatever. then after a while my arms ache so i shouted FALLING. hahas.

then was the LOW/HIGH WALL CLIMBING.
ahhhhhhhh
that one was so shiok.
so everyone like carry you over it. hahas but scary la cos you dont know when you're gonna fall and lallas~

next was TAZAN!! ok the name of the game is not actually tazan but i cant remember the actual one.
yea...we squeeze EIGHTEEN PEOPLE up there! hahas. but the beginning was super sickening
we're supposed to grab the rope in front of us using something. so we used 2 shoelaces tied to the shoe. yea. then azizan right, he go flung the whole thing so hard till one of the shoelaces came off. so the whole shoe just FLEW AWAY~ then yufeng started blaming yufeng and azizzy got pissed off, therefore he just took yufeng's shoe and threw it towards the rope. so you know, wasted another shoe. zzz after lots of experiments, azizan FINALLY succeded. so laying on the ground was 5 or 6 shoes i think. BUT, just when instructor sherine asked the ppl whose shoes were there to pick it up, AZIZAN LET GO OF THE ROPE. ARGHHHHH! super irratating. so have to start over again -.- k let's not talk about that anymore. cos the more i think the more i wanna bish bish azizan.

then was TROLLEYS.
we were like left..right..left...right....so we managed to complete it. then instructor changed the direction of people. as in, back to front, front to back, so we cant use left right left right. thus we used red yellow red yellow/ then ALWAYS AR, surely ar, got someone pace is different, so very annoying lar. but is teamwork, so have to compromise by slowing down the pace. haiz.

the rest of the acitivities aint so fun.
so shant say about that. cos i wrote enough on the nyaa booklet.
haha

TALENT NIGHT,
i like the group 1's one.
really.
cos is like against the school rules.
instead of tucking in shirt you MUST tuck up or "teacher" will scold. xD
then was the push-up. hahas the "teacher's" standard pushup wasnt the proper standard one. but the weird weird one. lol. damn funny la
group 5's one too.
ahhas
mr vilau and mdm ker
LOL.

LAST DAY, which is today
just some cleaning up. we finished early so we group3 gathered in the girl's dom and listen to instructor sherine tell stories about labrador's and changi's camp site. as well as others too. is quite scary you know =S then we lay on the bed and listen. hahas so shiok. then i was like feeling so sleepy. (told you i zhu.) so just as i close my eyes instructor sherine suddenly shouted MUST GATHER LIAO!! then i started to wear my shoes and panick. hahas.

YUPPS~ so overall i think the camp was FUNNNNNNNNN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!


nyaa camp rocks
yea it does!
((:


at 6:44 PM

today is FUN ((:
morning, yay. woke up late
dint feel SLEEPY during lessons today xD
claps claps
ok.its pretty lame

anyway,

GEO, quite boring. i like mdm ros better.

RECESS, what do you think xP

ENGLISH, zzzz instead of teaching english she talked about the nyaa camp. saying that she will spot check the bags to make sure nothing bad is smuggled in -.- and half the time the pupil's bag will be full of tibits and stuffs like that blah blah blah. then did some weird sound ws.

PE, WORST OF THE WORST. mr.v was nagging and nagging and nagging 3/4 of the time. sounds more like a cme lesson than a pe. he will make a great grandma :D
no, seriously..

COMMON TEST, AHHHHH. i am so so so dead. so diff lor. teacher havent even started teaching anything yet and here comes one common test full of those chim chim words. hope i dint do too bad for that>< but, its really tough.

yea, then after school was maths remedial. more like a study group to me. the whole class is so gonna be slaughter by mr, r tmr. cos no one passed up i think. oh man, i asked yufeng to help me pass up wonder whether he did or not. sian. gosh, but i dont think he will. zzz

after EVERYTHING, was some hanging out here and there.
quite fun i could say.

yar, that's all
ah yar
my life very boring one lar.


Friends
They can be mean, they can be nice,
they come in all shapes and sizes like a box of rare chocolates, each has its own rare design that is covered in love. With a surprise in the middle.

Life is like a box of chocolates, ya never know what ya ganna get

((:
smile for tomorrow and the nyaa camp on wed.
though i think it's not gonna be a nice one.
oh well.



at 9:05 PM

sometimes i wonder
why are there conflicts on these world
why cant people live in harmony
character?
personality?
attitude?
or all these just excuses
excuses that one just find after falling out
maybe the real reason is becos one couldnt be bothered
couldnt be bothered about others feelings.
where do all these evil thinkings come from?
framing one and another
backstabbing one and another
being hypocrites
bitching one and another
and what do such people get in the end
guilty conscience?
or just to see your enemy tearing apart and you're so damn happy laughing away
then, thinking that the world salutes to you
but, is it true happiness?
or just a faked one that you have got nothing but a black heart
that you have gotton your revenge
or perhaps, it's just a way out for yourself
to feel good for a while.
A WHILE....

after waking up from that naive dream
wonder what will one feel in the end.

or in another way....
when frens first talk to each other, will they know they would be always frens?
when frenship starts to grow, will it be eternal?
when fren has a problem will another listen patiently?
and help dry the tears on fren's face?
take away sorrow from fren and replace with happiness?
laughing together till faces turn blue?
talking about things frens find funny but others insane?
sees the pain in fren's eyes when others believes the smile on your face?


A stranger stabs you in the front; a friend stabs you in the back; a boyfriend stabs you in the heart, but best friends only poke each other with straws



at 6:12 PM

lalalallals
it has ENDED ENDED ENDED ENDED ENDED ENDED ENDED ENDED ENDED ENDED ENDED ENDED ENDED ENDED ENDED ENDED ENDED ENDED ENDED ENDED ENDED ENDED ENDED ENDED ENDED ENDED ENDED ENDED ENDED ENDED ENDED ENDED ENDED ENDED ENDED ENDED ENDED ENDED ENDED ENDED ENDED ENDED ENDED ENDED ENDED ENDED ENDED ENDED ENDED ENDED ENDED ENDED ENDED ENDED ENDED ENDED ENDED ENDED ENDED ENDED ENDED ENDED ENDED ENDED ENDED ENDED ENDED ENDED ENDED ENDED ENDED ENDED ENDED ENDED ENDED ENDED ENDED ENDED ENDED ENDED ENDED ENDED ENDED ENDED ENDED ENDED ENDED ENDED ENDED ENDED ENDED ENDED ENDED ENDED ENDED ENDED ENDED ENDED ENDED ENDED ENDED ENDED ENDED ENDED ENDED ENDED ENDED ENDED ENDED ENDED ENDED ENDED ENDED ENDED ENDED ENDED ENDED ENDED ENDED ENDED ENDED ENDED ENDED ENDED ENDED ENDED ENDED ENDED ENDED ENDED ENDED ENDED ENDED ENDED ENDED ENDED ENDED ENDED ENDED ENDED ENDED ENDED ENDED ENDED ENDED ENDED ENDED ENDED ENDED ENDED ENDED ENDED ENDED ENDED ENDED ENDED ENDED ENDED !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
no more such conflicts

((:
smile for tomorrow



WOOTS!!!
I PASSED MY GRADE 5 THEORY EXAM!!!!!!!!!!
gosh. i'm so high now xD


at 7:29 PM

wooh
it's been quite some time since i've updated
cos my com mouse somehow just spoil
so now that my bro went to tuition i can use his((:

so let's see. what happened these 5 days

6th Jan, saturday..
sads.
badminton cancelled =((
that's all i can remember><

7th Jan, sunday..
WOOHOO!!!!!!
cousin's wedding!!
finally...
the bride and bridegoom so pretty and shuai
hahas
fine.
everyone looks the best on their wedding day.
feels funny though
dont know why..
and, it ended quite early..compared to the other cousins one
10.46 i guess?
luckily monday school starts an hour later
xD
but during science i was like,,
SLEEPY..SLEEPY...
then i wrote the word sleepy for dont know how many times in my notebook
just too SLEEPPYYYYYYY
then eye lids like so HEAVY...
so tempted to just close my eyes and lay on the table
but teacher too scary la..
dont dare ><

8th Jan, monday
tie-day change to wednesday!
hahas
monday is the slack day xD
nothing much happened actually
i think i wrote out of point for common test
...

9th Jan, tuesday..
the sec1s who turned up for the audition are so CCUUUUTTTEE!!!!!!!!
haha
i forgotten to bring my badminton shoes
zzz
didnt feel right
play singles that time cant really run to take the shuttle
what a sian day.
then after training even worse
went to the bus stop JUST TO SEE 4 BUSES went pass like that
i mean all the buses are like so fcuking crowded
so pissed off to see that the bus just couldnt be bothered to stop.
esp when it's so late
ahhhh
by the time i reached home can make campfire liao
...

10th Jan, today!
also quite sian.

tomorrow,
even more sian
not like i can predict but,
zzz


at 7:27 PM

school school school!
is back back back!

lol
so scary
most of my teachers are discipline masters
=X
english: ms Jasmine tan. [ok lar]
maths: mr rafeek ><
chinese: mdm zhang
science: ms ros
geo: mdm rose

that's so far i know
all of them are so strict
i guess this year is gonna be a tough year for me
=(
but, is good for me i guess
so, accept it (:
hahas

badminton training has continued.
this year tournament coming liao...
end of this month..
AHHHH
i cant have stress
even coach behind me i will keep missing the shuttles
zzz
oh nevermind~

ms phoon changed seats!
i'm sitting with the same person last year
urgh.
spent most of the time arguing with that person last year
...

so fast have hwk liao!
better complete it now
so, cya!

school started again
early waking
hwk all day long
S.T.R.E.S.S


at 1:40 PM

HAPPY NEW YEARRR!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

hope this year would be a wonderful one for everyone!
a new beginning...
in a new school...
hahas
i must strive harder for my studies! lalallas~
last year i played too much
that's why results um, zzz
now i cant wait to go to school!
dont know why
hehes
i hope next year's chi tcher wont be liu lao shi
but heard that he went back to china liao.

anyway, yesterday's countdown party was BRAVO!!
did so so SO SO much dancing!
felt so so SO SO MUCH MORE TIRING than badminton training
hahhas
i think i lost weight
-.-ll

so, BEST WISHES FOR EVERYONE!
may your resolutions come true
if you ever have any la
god bless you


(: what a wonderful smile.