Strumming Some Heartstrings


Saturday, June 30, 2007
at 9:41 PM

maybe it's just me that's oversensitive
but i dont care.
cos this issue is bugging me and i hate it.

it's not fair.
you cant just change everything and expect her to adapt to that.
i mean, it's a total change.
for her.
maybe you have your reason but have you ever thought about her?
not many people is as GREAT as you, and your gay partner.
yeayeayea all the good things that you all have put in.
and expect us to forget all the bad things.
that's not really that convincing.
maybe you should think about it before making such decisions.
cos it's gonna affect not only her, but others as well.
dont treat it as individuals play.
cos it's not.
think about the overall.
the side effects.
and the outcome
it's not that simple.
without this, it's a risk for her.
maybe you dont know.
but i dont care
cos that's your problem.
why should i anyway.
when you didnt, and drove her to the corner.
feeling so lost and helples.
left her wondering what's gonna happen next time.
how is she gonna cope being a doubles player?
when all along she is a singles player
it doesnt sound BIG or anything but it affects her real badly.
and she doesnt have a say in anything. you forced her.
you said only in trainings.
isnt that indirectly telling us that "oh i train her to be a doubles player so during tournament she can play doubles"
or rather" oh i train her to be a doubles player so during tournament she can play singles"
haa, how, smart.
and there you are, feiging ignorance.
haa, not really that funny.
and you still can show the fked face
thinking that, wow, i made a great achievement and my gay partner's gonna thank me and marry me immdiately.
good luck then
or should i say, better luck next time
what a coach.
i know this sounds awful but, i cant help it.
cos maybe one day i'm gonna get replaced too.
haa, wonderful
like i dont care anymore.
cos, things are getting out of hand and you're still making it worse.
so you're happy now arent you?
a very good sadist huh?
everything changed as you wished yeah?
want me to clap for you?
oh, alright
APPLAUSE.

badminton issue.
you neednt know.
whatever


monday's a holiday and i need a breather.
great time.
thank you.
xoxo,
you know you love me



Thursday, June 28, 2007
at 2:06 PM

omg,
1st time in history
i cant believe myself too
I'M BACK HOME SO EARLY!
-.-ll


okay.
so now, i dont know what i'm gonna do.
*looks at watch*
it's only 2.07.
how how how how how


let me post about todayyyyyyy bahh.
1st period was cdp.
LOL.
guess what topic she taught us.
right, sexuality education.
she wrote that on the board and immediately the whole class went horny ><
from the sleepy mood to the full blast mood!
everyone was so attentive then.
lols, then she asked us to write what we thought about sexuality education before going down to collect her thumbdrive
meanwhile, azizan, the so called um, *** maniac, went to give us "ideas" on what to write
then someone said(cant rmb who) "okay! everyone listen up, let azizan be the speaker or something
cant rmb the exact words. just something like that. lol
when she returned, azizan rushed back to his seat.
lols then she started teaching, the "clean" teaching she said, to us.
kinda awkward luhh. not the teaching but the atmosphere o.0

hahas then was pe, stood there like retarted cos i'm on mc. =X
ok that was the later part...
took height and weight
=S
height was around 160. ah yar. i know i short la -.-ll
weight was 40kg. o.o lost 1kg, owing to my sickness =X
k, then as i said, i stood there retardedly seeing people running around me.
like, time seemed to have stood still in me.
everything moving except me.
if you get what i mean la~
xD
is like, i dont know what to do, sit? stand? sit where? stand where?
lols.
after they did their working outs mr vilau read out our napha results to check.
lols.
"all those with gold clap!"
"all those with nil BOO them!"
-.- how mean
lols.

then was recess.
ahh. throat ><

science next. xD
we had so much fun playing with kean's rubber rubber thingy.
which is also knows as the pencil grip lar.
it can bounce real high xDD
kean's catching action so kuazhang.
lols :P

maths.
LOL.
maybe i'm starting to understand his language.

CHINESE.
lols, halfway of the lesson i got bored so i threw the pencil grip at kean and she got a shock =O then it bounced and bounced and bounced away!
lols. siqing was playing with my stationery stuffs.
and she said she got facinated by my glue correction tape -.-
weeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!
yar, then she started using it all over my chinese tb and now the pages are stuck together ><
wahhahhas.


yea then i went straight home and here i am!
rawr.

i'm starting to realise i'm posting about school lessons these few days.
ah yar, school just started mah.

Joey, stop being retarded

yay, xD

hillary duff seemed to have grown alot.
her songs are so mature now o.o
xoxo,
you know you love me



Wednesday, June 27, 2007
at 5:31 PM

ok i'm starting to feel a little better
BUT MY THROATS STILL HURTS DAMN BADLY!
ok whatever.

so today's the so called 2nd day for me in school.
HE was the first period.
we were like so retarded ><
went all the way up to the classroom for no reason, then went all the way down again.
mdm aisha was so pissed off that she made us do 10 squats.
like, i was dying already and yet she wanted me to do 10 squats?!
in the end did 7 only xD shhhhhh.
ah yar, what do you expect from a sick patient like me la hor? =X
so she briefed us on the safetly rules and regulations.
haa, the funny part was that she wanted to take our photographs!
>< so werid lar, she made us write our names bigbig on a foolscape paper and put it under our chins while she take our photographs.
like criminals >_>
but, quite fun though xD
i cant wait to cook!
even though i know it would be a total disaster xD
butbut, i like it!
i'm getting lame.

next was maths.
i didnt really understand what he was talking about.
couldnt concentrate
and i dont know why =S

then was recess.
ahhh, couldnt eat anything. had no wei4 kou3.
seeing food makes me wanna puke x.x
and i dont know why.
maybe i do, cos i'm sick!
zzz

then was english.
my 1st impression of her was, THIN.
ahhh, she's so thin and i'm sooooooooo jealous >_>
but from the words she said, i can sense that english lessons are gonna be tough in future =S

then was science.
a total bore.

went to bpp after assembly..
mainly to eat sushi xD
awwwwww! i missed the salmon oh so much!
saw sharron, my senior xP
so glad to see her!
cos i can tan2 shang1 xin1 shi4 with her.
about you know, PL.
i'm glad she understands. awww i love her!

recevied a sms saying that the basketball boys won (:
80-21
lols congratulations.
next aim = fajar!
jiayous!

okayy, nothing much already
now for, tags replies!

Jordan, xD thanks dudeeeeeee!
Jinhan, awwww thank you (: yeah, see you tmr. ok maybe i have seen you already, hahhas. ok yeah i did. -.-l
Nadia, you must must NOT be depressed kay? (: thanks! you cheered me up alot <3
Venus, HEYYYY! hi(:


oh man, there's chinese tmr =X
byeeeeeee!
xoxo,
you know you love me



Tuesday, June 26, 2007
at 5:36 PM

someone kill me.
ahh, i cant take this anymoreeeee.
the pain is unbearable luhhhhhhhhh.


so last night i suddenly vomited.
so disgusting ><
ok maybe i should say threw out.
after a while i ate the vomit medicine and immediately i threw out again.
Ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!
my sister was like:" eee jie, why you vomit?isit becos you eat medicine? ohhh okay,now i know medicine is bad for health!"
then she took the medicine and threw it away.
haha -.-
then i had slight fever
wanted to sleep early but couldnt cos my stomach hurts so badly.
i ren3 lar.
didnt eat dinner.



this morning,
didnt go to school cos i felt, like a dead person
and my throat was killing me.
and i dont know why.
soooo my mum took leave and brought me to the doctor.
he said my stomach has alot of wind but is recovering, not too bad
but now i have throat infection
o.o
AHHHHHHHHHHHH!
he once again gave me lots of medicine and asked me to complete eating them
but but now he gives me pills not the liquid type anymore =X
i hate pills, i scared they get stuck in my throat while swallowing ><
this sucks.

ahhh! pain pain pain!
PAINFULLLLLLLLLL.

ok this post is boring and disgusting.
i know but whatever :P


tags replies!
kean, weee! you're completely insane! xD
limting, WEIXIAO PASTA IS NICEEEEEE!<3 they are soooo romanticccccc! xD
nadia, hey nadia! hi!
jinhan, wooo yay you miss me! ;D
weiling, i'm gonna cry =( lols
rachel, kk did it! (:
atiqah, you're um, woah so creative -.-
rachel, really? cool! yea! i wanted to catch too! but they were sooooo far away =S
renfang, siao ar, how can i lay an ostrich egg =.=

okay.
and i'm gonna die.
cyaaaa!
xoxo,
you know you love me



Sunday, June 24, 2007
at 3:23 PM

23th june( YESTERDAY)

lols ><
went malaysia for a shortttt trip at dezaru or something.
waking up at 7 is wayyyyyyyy toooooo earlyyy for me.
WAY TO EARLY.
so...
this trip was organised by my estate's managment ;D
we took a bus, coach there.

i'll just briefly describe.

so we went to the fruit plantation first
like woah o.0
the fruits there are, HUGE.
didnt expect the dragon fruit to look like that, the leaves are like HAIR, wigs =/
eeeeyyeyeyeerrr ><
then we saw jumboooooo, pineapples,BANANANANANANANANAS(training!*shrugs*) and many more!
my mum so kiasu, lol opened the umbrella. ah yar, so fair liao..xP
after everything,
as it was extremely hot..so we bought orange juice.
BITTERRRRRR!
guess what.
they included the SKIN in the juice.
=X my sister almost cried.
lols.
we went to the honey factory too.

then we ate lunch at "good luck restaurant"
um, agree that it's a cute and um, innocent name? xD

next we went to the ostrich farm!
and untill now i still cant believe i carried an ostrich's egg!
big, and heavy.
hahas so tempted to shake it..but did not of cos ;D
inside there were..
2 weeks old..3..4..5..6..10 weeks ostrichs separated according to their age.
i wanted to bring the 2 week old ones home!
it's was really CUTE! seriously, must believe me! really la!
it was amazing how the ostrichs danced!
du da da da da~
there were chickens too
renfang, CHICKENS! excited? lols ><
they maked up the chickens.
so cute!
the hair on top of their head were tied up.
like a barbie doolll xD
yea, then the person came and entertained us with the chickens.
the person: "SLEEP!"
the chicken laid on the floor and pretended to sleep with the feet on top!
the sight was hilarious.
the person: "WAKE UP!"
the chicken turned over, stood up and ran away.
wahahhas!
sounds, yada yada, nothing much what
but when you see it, it's different! xD
my sister sat on the ostrich and took picture -.- lols
my dad bought ostrich satay after that.
tasted.....weird
i dont understand, they said the government spent lots of money bringing in ostrich and yet they are selling their meat =.=

then we went shopping!
yay xD

finally, we went to the boat jetty at night.
took a boat to see FIREFLIES.
i know this might sound stupid but when i was young, i thought that fireflies was a type of fantasy and that, didnt really exist in this world
bleah xP
so excited that time!
i was so kiasu so i ran to the first seat and sat on it.
hahahs.
managed to see the fireflies after a while..
it was really beautiful.
the trees looked like christmas trees.
hahas, except that it's the fireflies that's decorating the trees.
they are white, not yellow xP
tried to catch one but failed ><
but frankly speaking, i think i enjoyed the boat ride more.
xD it was so cooling!
esp at night! (:

then went home and sleep. weets!
so tired.

24th june. (TODAY)
ahhh i cant believe school's starting TOMORROW!
ahhh HIDE ME!
please =S
so fast!
it feels as though only one day had passed.
no two.
no three.
no four
no five.
yes a week.
right! a week only!
boo.
though i cant wait to see all my darlings but, SCHOOOL?TEACHERS? no way!
oh well.


I WANT MY HOLIDAYS!
xoxo,
you know you love me



Thursday, June 21, 2007
at 11:24 PM





I BET THE WORLD WHOLE IS GONNA CRASH ON ME NOW!
nownowNOW!
i said NOW!

ok, maybe not.

ahh, this is most devastating time of my life!
then i asked myself : whywhyWHY?!
okay so guess what.
my com got attacked by virus and my bro restart the whole com. not only restart but uninstall everything and install back again. unfortunately, all the documents are, gone(: so that's what some dumb guy he called asked him to do so.
which meant, the xiaowangzi work that i did xinxinkukuly is, GONE.
isnt that wonderful?
piang piang piang! all the knives, in my heart.
and so, i'm gonna start that all over again.


AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!
EVERYTHING'S GONE!!
FOREVER!
MY SONGS ARE GONE!
MY VIDEOS ARE GONE!
MY PICTURES ARE GONE!
MY FILES ARE GONE!
MY RECEVIED FILES ARE GONE!
ALL GONE!
NOTHING LEFT!
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!
YOU HEARD ME?
ALL GONE!
JUST VANISHED LIKE THAT!
NOT RETURNING HOME!
IT'S NOT COMING BACK!
IT'S GONE!
FOREVER!


how sweet.

this is so pathetic.
omgoodness.
night, is sometimes beishang okay?!


can i start again?


PLEASE COME BACK MY DARLINGS!
MY DARLING FILES!
ALL COME BACK!
PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE!
I WANT YOU ALL BACK NOWWWWWW!!!
COME BACK!
COME BACK!
COME BACK!
ALL, EVERYTHING COME BACK!
DONT RUNAWAY, STAY WITH ME!
IT'S BAD TO ESCAPE.
I'M NOT HAPPY YOU KNOW.
GOOD, SO COME BACK HOME.

i promise i will wait for you.
i really will.
if you, my files are willing to come back =/


OK.
I KNOW YOU WILL
I TRUST YOU.
(:



i think i'm gone bonkers!
missed my files too much.


this is tortureeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee ><
xoxo,
you know you love me



Monday, June 18, 2007
at 7:47 PM

xD
started on WEIXIAO PASTA! xDD
so niceeeeee!
yay yay yay
something to spark my life, my boring life ;D
awwwww, they're so cuteeee.
CUTE CUTE CUTE CUTE!

woolala!
i'm high now!
oh and my msn is lagging now =x
and it's taking way too llooooonnnnnnnggggggg
i cant wait to finish the show and seeeeeeeeeee the ending!
though it's quite predictable.
but still....
ah yar, it process not outcome what...
ya la!
sounds familiar?
ya la!
cos i've been repeating it over and over again/
for um, my own purpose <_>

weets!
went shopping at OG today with mum, bro and sis
zzz. ended up spending most of the time in the toilet
stomache luhh ><
nothing suitable for me anyway
so, shopped for my bro's clothes.
oh man, he sure knows how to spent ><

then went ah mei toast.
LOL.
nice name i think.
ah mei.
xPP ok not nice. is CUTE AND INNOCENT!
yar yar yar!
Zzz.


OKayyy!
Campus superstar starting soon.
BYEEEE!

i make sure i'm gonna spent like siao this thurs.
for my sun shi(loss) today.
xoxo,
you know you love me



Sunday, June 17, 2007
at 3:55 PM

15th june. (last friday)

LOL.
i woke up super early cos i didnt wanna be late for training again ><
zzzz.
reached there at 11.35, happily thinking, aww joey, you're so early today, what are you gonna do when you reached there?
untill i reached there and saw others doing warm up ><
ms goh walked towards me and said "wahh joey, you're so early hor?"
right, early.
then coach said :" joey you were late right? down 20!"
then i told him, " what?! i didnt know must reach at 11.30 ehh, shahirah told me 11.45! i didnt know!"
coach " fine, you want shahirah to help you do 20?"
me " of cos not! you good!"
then i stormed off
so i went out to do, with april accompanying me.
then i came in.
he walked towards me again.
coach: " ok do now!"
me" huh? i did already luh!"
coach "who gave your permission? do again now. HERE!"
me "BUT I DID ALREADY! "
coach "i didnt see. DOWN NOW!"
me (thinking in my heart) "what the ffffffffff?"
then i started doing.
then i stood up.
coach walked towards me again"who gave your permission to stand up?"
me " HUH?!?!?!!?!?"
coach "down, on your push up position and ask for permisison to recover"
what's your problem luh..
me" PERMISION TO RECOVER!!!!!!!!"
coach " to who?"
me "coach!"
coach "coach what?"
me "coach tan lar!"
coach " coach tan lar what?!"
me ( fed up, looks at him) and said " fine. tell me, what do you want me to say?!"
coach "coach melvin will be fine "
me "zzz! PERMISSION TO RECOVER COACH MELVIN!!"
then he finally walked away lol =\
felt so insulted.
urghhhhhh.
luckily no drills or i may just kill him.
then he grouped me as TEAM 1 LEADER.
coach " TEAMS LEADERS! go gather your team members in the positioned courts now! i give you 30 secs! "
30 secs passed...

then he called all the team members and said " down 20. look at them, all not ready! "
then we down 20.
coach " JOEY! you never do properly, 5 MORE!"
kill him kill him kill him!
me " permission to recover coach MELVIN!!!"
coach "up"
zzz, was so pissed.
got sick after doing the drop net lift.
saw stars i meant.
yea, almost fainted ><
so i stopped and rest.

AFTER EVERYTHING,
me, april, chilanan, limting and roxanne went kbox to vent our anger.
really enjoyed myself, or rather ourselves :D
reached home 8++ =/

16th june ( yesterday)
xD
woke up around 12 ++
cos was not feeling well the day before.
i'm not lazy okay!
haha =X
decided to go for badminton in case i rot at home ><
felt much better after playing. hahaha
went our for dinner at night.
=X
macdonalds.
in total, we bought 6 upsized meals and 2 side orders.
the amt of fries ><
my cousins kuazhang >_>
ate really full then went my aunt's house.
haha, for fun luhhhh.
i borrowed wei xiao pasta from her.
so far started 1 disc only ><
watched " TONG XIN"
singapore show.
really hilarious. haha
went home around 10.30
switched on the tv and saw another show
got hooked onto it and watched till 1am ++
YAY, i enjoyed myself :D


17th june(today)
weeeee!
watched huan zhu gege in the morning
qing-er and xiaojian got married lol
watched before but i like
not really into china shows though
got ready for lunch at 1pm
eat alot too
haha
to celebrate father's day.
ohoh,
PAPA, HAPPY FATHER'S DAY! xDD


woohooo~!
oh man, school's starting soon =X
xoxo,
you know you love me



Thursday, June 14, 2007
at 5:05 PM














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hearty paws! <3

okay.

i will definately update something proper tmr, hopefully xD

cos these few days i have been doing nothing so, yea

nothing nothing nothing nothing nothing nothing nothing nothing.

let me share with you 10 witty wisdoms

hahhas xD


1. "No tool is more beneficial than intelligence. No enemy is more harmful than ignorance."Abu Abdullah Muhammad al-Harithi al-Baghdadi al-Mufid (lived 10th century)

2. "Computers double their performance every 18 months. So the danger is real that they could develop intelligence and take over the world."-- Stephen Hawking (1942 - ), British physicist.

(this is funny ;D)

3. "The world of the future will be an ever more demanding struggle against the limits of our intelligence, not a comfortable hammock in which we can lie down to be waited upon by our robot slaves."-- Norbert Wiener* (1894 - 1964), U.S. mathematician

4. "It takes a lot of time to be a genius; you have to sit around so much doing nothing, really doing nothing."-- Gertrude Stein (1874 - 1946), U.S. writer.

(i do nothing everyday >_>)

5. "Intellect is invisible to the man who has none."-- Arthur Schopenhauer (1788 - 1860), German philosopher.

6. "I'm not smart. I try to observe. Millions saw the apple fall but Newton was the one who asked why."-- Bernard Mannes Baruch* (1870 - 1965), U.S. financier, statesman, and philanthropist. The New York Post.

7. "The test of a first-rate intelligence is the ability to hold two opposed ideas in the mind at the same time, and still retain the ability to function."-- F. Scott Fitzgerald (1896 - 1940), U.S. writer.

8. "We may have trouble defining intelligence but we recognize it when we see it."-- Steven Pinker (1954 - ), U.S. cognitive scientist and author.

9. "Great Wits are sure to Madness near alli'd And thin Partitions do their Bounds divide."-- John Dryden (1631 - 1700), English poet, playwright, and literary critic.

10. "Intelligence is almost useless to the person whose only quality it is."-- Alexis Carrel* (1873 - 1944), French biologist and surgeon.



hahhas..rawr. i'm bored once more


"Hey, Bill, why do we blush when we are embarrassed?"
Dear Bashful,
If you're like me--and I've got a feeling in this particular case you are just like me--you blush when you're caught thinking about something private or unresolved, something awkward, or maybe something you're a bit ashamed of. You blush when you're embarrassed. Your face flushes with blood. You can feel it, and those around you can see it.
The science of blushingWhen you're caught ashamed or in an awkward position, your body releases a bit of adrenaline. Your heart rate goes up. You breathe faster. And often, blood vessels that deliver blood to your face dilate--they open up or relax a little. More blood than usual flows to the skin of your face, and your face darkens or turns noticeably red.
Some people even have a condition referred to as erythrophobia, fear of reddening. So, there is a connection between your brain and the blood vessels that feed your face. These blood pathways are regulated by your sympathetic nervous system. In this usage, sympathetic refers to nerve signals that your brain generates unconsciously. It's your thoughts that cause these signals to be produced, but you don't consciously think about producing them. Your brain somehow sends signals to your face, based on what someone has said or what you've seen. You blush. The sympathetic nerves involved here are near the center of your spinal cord; it's the same area that controls the organs in your thorax, your chest.
Blushing about blushingSome people blush very, very easily. And it bugs them. They feel vulnerable. Those who encounter these people may sense that the blushing people are nervous, and that makes a blusher blush even more. Yikes!
People concerned about their blushing sometimes seek psychiatric or psychological help. They may also respond to advertisements for hypnotists that say they can help people stop blushing. In extreme cases, blushers may opt for surgery that apparently reduces one's tendency to blush. Surgeons isolate very thin nerves near the center of the patient's spine and then pinch or even cut the nerves. Most people who undergo this procedure apparently don't blush nearly as much as they did before the surgery. But this sort of radical step may not be all good. Advertisements for the reversal of this type of surgery may indicate that at least some patients aren't happy with the results. People perhaps aren't comfortable when they can't express certain emotions without saying anything.
The power of blushingSince you're human, you have blushed from time to time. And it's quite reasonable that there are nerves that control blushing. It's also not surprising to realize that blushing is involuntary. We've all felt it. That we can't control it very easily is just part of being a human. But one cannot help but wonder if blushing doesn't have some higher, bigger purpose. If it's powerful enough to make people want to go under a surgeon's knife, it's probably an inherently powerful phenomenon.

(for fun..)

oh! tag replies ;D

shaohao, -.- really like shit lor =X

kean, HI DARLINGGGGGGGGGG!!!!!

kean, yea, sure. i miss you! how's japan, send me your pic now! NOW! xD

kean, ah yar, onetwo or twotwo the same la ;D quickly come back leh! *slaps your butt*

rachelbaobei, cant wait to see you again! :D

yanqing, LEE DONG WOOK! xD i know i'm not tidy ><>

yanqing, xD

rachel, HI RACHEL! BOOOOOOOO! hahahs rawr!

jingsiang, hello! -.- i told you not to call me that =S

shaohao, thanks, LEE DONG WOOK<3

jordan, heyheyouyou!

rachel, the letter? oh the letter! hahhas xD so colourful ;)

shaohao, cos it's during badminton training -.- haahhas.

ok done.

you all should tag more often :D cos now i have nothing to do

hahahas

k bye!

till then (:

xoxo,
you know you love me



Wednesday, June 13, 2007
at 9:40 PM


















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lols ><
if you're wondering what all those are
it's the so called explanation letter coach or pl, asked us to write.


TODAY'S WEDNESDAY!
i almost died.
really.
cos i had 2 hours of piano lesson straight.
no, not straight.
i had one hour, then went for dinner, then continued again
so, it's not straight.
yea, it's not.


AND YAY,
i've finally completed all the maths hwk.

ENGLISH.
um, not yet.


CHINESE.
xiaowangzi.
zzz!
i dont wanna do.
what's the use of doing anyway.
and actually.


OKAY.
THIS IS BORING.
so will be tmr.
xoxo,
you know you love me



Tuesday, June 12, 2007
at 8:48 PM

supercalifragilisticexpialidocious
i love that word.


i wanna meet lee dong wook.
i really do.

my holidays are spent so meaninglesssly.
i idle my time away and away and away and away


i wanna meet lee dong wook.
i really do.

now training is a bore.
now watching korean series makes my eyes tired.
now i dread playing the piano cos i started on my new exam pieces.
now the playground seemed so small and boring.
now everything i seemed to do is boring.

i wanna meet lee dong wook.
i really do.

I NEED SOME SPARKS.
weets weets!
but what.


even blogging is annoying me.
cos i have nothing interesting to blog about.


I CANT SURVIVE THIS!
NO I CANT!
THIS IS NOT NORMAL.
IT'S ABNORMAL.


i wanna meet lee dong wook.
i really do.



it's night.
night isnt bei shang.
right, night isnt beishang
of cos night isnt beishang.
yea, obviously not.
night can never be beishang
of cos not!
alright, i conclude that night isnt beishang.
hmms, not beishang.


i wanna meet lee dong wook.
i really do.

LEE DONG WOOK <3
hahaha ><


today's training.
rawr. i'm angry.
but i dont feel like explaining anymore.
cos now, even the person i thought i can confide in, doesnt understands too.

so oh well.
what can i do?

meet lee dong wook xD
xoxo,
you know you love me



Monday, June 11, 2007
at 2:25 PM












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huiying's recomandation when i'm bored.
><
i anyhow draw de..
hahahahahahhahahas
so....

Based on your drawing and the 10 answers you gave this is a summary of your personality:
You are sensitive and indecisive at times. You are a freedom lover and a strong person. You are shy and reserved. If you've drawn a cross on each of windows, you always want to live alone. You are very tidy person. There's nothing wrong with that because you're pretty popular among friends. Your life is always full of changes.

You will avoid being alone and seek the company of others whenever possible. You love excitement and create it wherever you go. You have a strong personality and you like to command, influence and control people.

You added a flower into your drawing. The flower signifies that you long for love. We also see that you are sensuous, sexual, and privately passionate. You are self-confident and happy with your life.




-.-
the last sentence is so..
um, AHHH
diao.


now what
lols i'm boreddddddddddd.
it's monday
weiling i still wanna jio you
i have nothing to dooooooooooooooooooooooooo
started on another korean series this beishang morning but felt too restless and lethargic to continue
so here i am typing crapppppppppp.
bleah
what should i do.


ok. tags replies xD
starting with the oldest..

weiling, i looovvve to sleeeepppp! hahhahas how to wake up early ar?
jinhan, JJIIINNNHHHAAAANNN! I CAN'T WAIT TOOO! xD
atrina, HEYYY! xD thanks for passing by and take care too! ;P
shaohao, how to teach de. hhaahhas.
rachel, you should have came online earlier! then can chat more ma xD
renfang, yar, his pea brain >_>
renfang, what the-.- brain also must be pink . oh wait, brain is actually pink de right. oh yar hahahhahas paiseh
limting,
very kua zhang eh you...or you refering to yourself? pinky, sexy,hot,steaming,horny,and 24/7 thinking of porn pea-like brain limting xD hmms. dont worry, souunds nice ;)
rachel, xD renfang ar renfang...hahahs
annoymous, -.-
zhiting, awww, i miss you too xD
watt,
heyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy! ;P
rachel,hope i wont regret xD
atrina,
you too! enjoy your holidays (: when school starts and we would have to see ZHANG's face =X
yanqing,
NoooooOOOoooooo! how many times do i have to tell you? it's LEE DONG WOOK!! ;D not lee junki!
atiqah, of cos of cos!
atiqah, LEEE DOONG WOOOOKKKKK! *screams*
renfang, *faint*
annoymous, i want your name
rachelbaobei, hahahs you're relinked! :D
weiling, I WANT TO JIO YOU! hahas and, MY GIRL! of cos of cos! cos it stares LEEE DOONG WOOOOOKK! heartsss
yuxin
,
how are you? hope you're doing fine! and yea, you're relinked! (: do take care



okay, now time to sleep
goodnight
xoxo,
you know you love me



Thursday, June 07, 2007
at 2:56 PM






































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AHHHHHHHHHH!
LEE DONG WOOK!
=x i'm starting to get obessed with him again xD
he's like so sexy and hot ;D
and cute and innocent.
oh mannnnnnnnn!
><
LEEEE DONG WOOK WOOK WOOK WOOK
lee dong wook......LEE DONG WOOK...dong wook...lee...dong wook...leeeee doooonnnnnngggggg wooooookkkkkkkkkkkkkkkk
oh and SALMON also
salmon xD salmon....
salmon
yummmmmmmmmmmmmmmm
lee dong wook too xD

rawr, so full.
><
i think i ate too much salmon.
awww
lee dong wook xD
<33

-.-
xoxo,
you know you love me



Monday, June 04, 2007
at 7:23 PM

remember the tucking in issue? REMEMBER? rawr.


lol, FINALLY! we completed the props for the nyaa cancer thingy.
liike, muhahahaha finally. finally. FINALLY!
but still, we havent present yet.
oh wth. why must this kindergarten thing be one of the components.
anyway, no use complaining ;D
but at least we officially DONE something right?
Right...


haha, and so it went on like this..
supposed to meet the rest at 8.30am...today.
so late at night last night, i woke my maid up just to tell her to wake me up today at 8.
xD she scolded me >_> haha.
so this morning, instead of 8, she woke me at 7!
did she did that on purpose? haha
so....i went back to sleep.
slept and slept and slept slept slept.
=X gave me a shock when i woke up and looked at my watch.it read 8.40am. like, pictures of the grp members scolding me flashed through my mind immediately.IMMEDIATELY! lol. ha, sounds like all those typical compos.zz
WOO, turned on my phone and then came a call from kean." JOEY WHERE ARE YOU LA!" yada yada yada.
so fun xD FUN?

took 67.
reached that high high ceiling house.
gahh so hungry xD so we ordered mac!
slacked and slacked and slacked
played on the computer and saw so many "kiss korean; universe" links.
zzz! that sick guy.
untill like, 11++ then we started working on the props.
wooo, those slackers. only interested in their psps and MAPLE!
rawr, maple -.-ll
coloured..
drew...
(i think those the i drew looked like big fat monsters! hope that it wont scare off the little childrens =X )
like come on, i failed my art >_>
and after all those editing and lameness, we completed it.
doesnt look that bad >< omg esp the BUNNY! xD
stayed for a while after that..
watched abit tv..
played computer..( bored.com? zzz!)
and went home!
woots woots!
-.-ll
what a weird day huh?
uh huh.



nothing gets into your pea brain.
xoxo,
you know you love me



Sunday, June 03, 2007
at 7:28 PM

urggh.
who cares whether blogs are private or not anymore cos in any way, i'm gonna voice out my opinion.

last friday,
i told you already.
didnt i say we did not show attitude?
didnt i say roxanne hurt her foot and she cant run well?
didnt i say we did not purposely walk?
but i guess, you didnt listen to us. or even bother to.
you kept on saying "roxanne dont have mouth to speak for herself ar?" but what we're trying to say is that, we're NOT showing attitude cos we DID NOT purposely NOT run.and even after i told you that, you kept on accusing us of walking and showing attitude. then, what's the point of asking us to sit down and explain ourselves when even in the 1st place, you have no intention in listening.you kept on defending for yourself and not trying to hear what we had to say!

and, you said roxanne pulled a long face. i mean, do you expect her to SMILE when she's angry with you? do you expect that? like what the hell, how retarded will that be.i can even imagine.
and then you said, we were so called BANNED from playing today cos we're not serious, actually you meant defying you and causing you to lose face right? excuses. you know what? i also think YOU DONT TREAT THIS TOURNAMENT SERIOUSLY! cos, you would rather let the 1st singles walkover than let us play. so that means you dont care about winning. SO WHAT FOR, SEND US TO THIS TOURNAMENT! when you dont think about winning. even if you think we're in the wrong, you can punish us AFTER THE TOURNAMENT!
you treated this so lightly and just becos you aint happy, you dont let us play. i mean, what type of whatever is this! you would rather sacrifice the world team.

even though our opponent is strong, we can at least TRY to win! try our best. but ha, you let the 1st singles walkover. if you said you want the non-experience players to try and play, we would understand but the problem is, IT'S NOT THE CASE! cos darn, you let the 1st signles walkover. dont you know 1st singles is important??? dont you know?

and april, you dont have to scold her behind her back, somemore to EVERYONE! you know what? though her mc ends last friday, she wants to play, and it's not for herself okay? it's also for other team members, the school and even you! cos even though she's sick, she's still willing to play, and how could you! , talk behind her and made her sounds as if she's being defiant. even if she wins, the credit doesnt go her! neither does the trophy. she's stil so interested in doing her part! and yet, you could actually urghh, say that. moreover, you even said she might drop dead in the court. you evil jerk. yea, and today, you dont care about her feelings. dont you think you're being too mean by saying she's hiding a mc to play? i mean, argh, you're mean. and that affected her mood. and yea, when she lost, you showed that stupid face.

THEN, you asked us to cool down. LIKE WTF? we didnt even play? what is seriously wrong with you! last friday, you said that those who didnt play need not cool down. (like duh.) BUT jsut becos you're against us, you made us cool down. THAT'S SO UNFAIR! you biased. arghh. and checked if we changed. for goodness sake, we didnt even sweat or anything. but still, we did. as in did changed. IF WE DIDNT WARM UP, WHY DO WE HAVE TO COOL DOWN?!?!??!??! i cant stomach this. this is too insane. too ridiculous. yea, and we didnt even TOUCH the shuttle. why! why! WHY! why are you like that! WHYYYYYY! why.....why...WHYYYYYYY.

then you asked us whether we wanted to change for the better. like omg, do you think we're doing this out of purpose? if you tried to listen to us, you wont think that way. and have you ever wonder why we're like that.

okay. i have sooooooooooooo many other things to talk about. YOU. but, i shall stop here cos the more i write, the angrier i am. so i dont think you're worth it.


and yea, maybe a change of cca is good.
xoxo,
you know you love me



Saturday, June 02, 2007
at 3:21 PM

Go away
Give me a chance to miss you
Say goodbye
It'll make me want to kiss you
I love you so
Much more when you're not here
Watchin all the bad shows
Drinking all of my beer

I don't believe Adam and Eve
Spent every goddamn day together
If you give me some room there will be room enough for two

CHORUS
Tonight
Leave me alone I'm lonely
Alone I'm lonely
I'm tired
Leave me alone I'm lonely
Alone I'm lonely tonight

I don't wanna wake up with another
But I don't wanna always wake up with you either
No you can't hop into my shower
All I ask for is one fuckin' hour
You taste so sweet
But I can't eat the same thing every day
Cuttin off the phone
Leave me the fuck alone
Tomorrow I'll be beggin' you to come home

CHORUS
Tonight
Leave me alone I'm lonely
Alone I'm lonely
I'm tired
Leave me alone I'm lonely
Alone I'm lonely tonight

Go away
Come back
Go away
Come back
Why can't I just have it both ways
Go away
Come back
Go away
Come back
I wish you knew the difference
Go away
Come back

Go away
Give me a chance to miss you
Say goodbye
It'll make me want to kiss you
Go away
Give me a chance to miss you
Say goodbye
It'll make me want to kiss you
Go away
Give me a chance to miss you
Say goodbye
It'll make me want to kiss you

CHORUS
Tonight
Leave me alone I'm lonely
Alone I'm lonely
I'm tired
Leave me alone I'm lonely
Alone I'm lonely tonight

Tonight
Leave me alone I'm lonely
Alone I'm lonely
I'm tired
Leave me alone I'm lonely
Alone I'm lonely tonight

Tonight
Go away
Give me a chance to miss you
(Leave me alone I'm lonely
Alone I'm lonely)
Say goodbye
It'll make me want to kiss you
I'm tired
Go away
Give me a chance to miss you
(Leave me alone I'm lonely
Alone I'm lonely)
Say goodbye
It'll make me want to kiss you
Tonight
Go away
Give me a chance to miss you
Say goodbye
It'll make me want to kiss you



xD this song is nice
be it old or new ;D


another tournament tomorrow
all the best!
we cant lose this time ;)
though i think i have lost the inspiration to play anymore..
cos of you know.
but still, (:
xoxo,
you know you love me



Friday, June 01, 2007
at 7:32 PM

how do you expect improvment from us,
if you keep on demoralizing us?


today is FRIDAY.
had maths remedial for an hour.
haha
actually i was supposed to gather at 10.50 for the tournament
yea, so i told mr rafeek, and he agreed.
like duh
but at 10.50 i was waiting...waiting for him to notice the time and let me go..
but he kept on teaching and teaching and teaching..
so i waited and waited and waited..
and i waited.
and waited.
but he still didnt notice.
so i waited. again.
5 mins passed...
still waiting..
untill like 11 SHARP! yea then he looked at the clock and said ' oh hey! you can go now luh!'
haha, like finally >_>
was that abit tooooo draggy?
yar..

ok. rushed down and saw jerelyn and the others waiting for me.
sorry! =X
got into the bus and felt emo suddenly.
haha, probably too, i dont know.
so ncie to look out of the window, esp when it's raining
oh whatever >_>

then reached there
like omgosh, the atmosphere was like,,,
um...so tension?
or tense whatever
yar, something like that lar.
i was so so so SO nervous!
and darn, i lost by 2 points!
2
2
2
TWO POINTS ONLY!
ahhhhhhh!
2 only!
you got that?
TWO ONLY!
=X i hate myself la!
just 2!
zzz!
ok nevermind joey, you've tried your best ;D
-.-l


all the best for the next match on sunday
dont worry april!
i will help you de!
i will make make MAKE SURE THAT he EATS UP HIS WORDS!



tucked out?
deproving?
atitude-d?
defiant?
disobediant?
pull a long face?
right so you expect us to SMILE when we're angry? how nonsensical >_>
so you want us to leave?
FINE THEN!

i quit.
xoxo,
you know you love me




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